Chapter 7: The Board Wants Answers

The chairman introduced me to seven board members in the span of thirty minutes.
I shook hands, answered questions about the Asia rebuild, listened carefully, and said less than I knew.
That was the skill Marcus had never understood about me — that knowing more than you say is not weakness.
It is the whole game.
By the time we reached the last introduction, Marcus had reappeared.
He was standing near the bar with a glass he wasn't drinking from, watching the introductions with the expression of a man trying to look unconcerned.
Gerald Fitch was no longer in the room.
I had noticed his absence twenty minutes earlier when his table emptied quietly, the way a tide goes out.
The final board member — a woman named Sylvia Okafor, who oversaw the company's legal and compliance division — held my hand a moment longer than the others.
"I've read the Asia report," she said.
"All of it.
Not the summary.
The full document."
"Most people read the summary," I said.
"I know," she said.
"That's why I read the full document." She glanced briefly toward Marcus.
"I've also read the letter that was submitted to the board six weeks ago."
"I assumed you had," I said.
"I want you to know," she said, "that it raised questions.
Not about you.
About the person who sent it.
The framing was — specific in ways that suggested personal knowledge.
And personal motivation."
"It did," I said.
"I flagged it to Harrison at the time," she said.
"He asked me to hold it until tonight." She released my hand.
"I understand there may be additional materials that have come to light this evening."
"There may be," I said.
"My office will be in touch with your attorney on Monday," she said.
"Formally."
She moved on to speak with someone else.
I turned and found Marcus directly behind me.
He had crossed the room while I was speaking with Sylvia.
He was close enough that I could see the tiredness that had settled into his face in the last hour — not remorse, not yet, but the specific exhaustion of a man whose plans have stopped working.
"That was Sylvia Okafor," he said.
"I know who she is."
"She oversees compliance," he said.
"Whatever you've given them tonight — she will use it."
"I know," I said.
"Rebecca." He lowered his voice.
"I am asking you — I am genuinely asking you — to consider what you're doing.
If this goes to a formal compliance review, it won't just affect me.
It will affect people who work in that division.
People who had nothing to do with any of this."
I looked at him.
"That argument would have been more persuasive," I said, "if you had thought about those people before you wrote the letter."
"I was trying to protect what I built—"
"You were trying to protect yourself," I said.
"Those are different things.
You know they're different things."
His jaw tightened.
"What do you want?" he said.
"Tell me what you actually want and let's end this here."
"I want the settlement reviewed," I said.
"I want the financial disclosures corrected.
I want the board to have everything they need to make an informed decision about the consulting arrangement and the holding company." I paused.
"And I want you to stop telling people I contributed nothing.
That's what I want."
"And if I don't agree to the settlement review?"
"Then my attorney proceeds as planned," I said.
"And Sylvia Okafor's office receives everything on Monday regardless."
He stared at me.
"You've thought about this for a long time," he said.
"I had a long time to think," I said.
"You gave it to me."
Something shifted in his face.
Not softness — Marcus did not do softness.
But something that recognized, finally, that the version of me he had constructed in his mind — the quiet one, the one who deferred, the one who would stay gone — had never been the whole picture.
"My attorney will call yours," he said.
"Good," I said.
He turned to leave.
Then he stopped.
"The Asia rebuild," he said, without turning around.
"I did know you were capable.
I always knew."
He walked away before I could answer.
I stood there and let the words settle.
They were the closest thing to an admission he would ever offer.
I knew that.
I also knew they were not enough — not for the settlement, not for the compliance review, not for Carol Marsh or the six years she had given him.
But they were true.
And there was something in the truth of them, even now, that cost me more than I expected.
My assistant appeared at my elbow.
"The chairman would like a photo with the full board," she said quietly.
"They're gathering by the main doors."
I nodded.
"One more thing," she said.
She held out her phone.
On the screen was a text message from a number I didn't recognize.
Four words.
*Tell her I'm sorry.*
"Who sent that?" I said.
"Diane," she said.
"She got my number from the event coordinator."
I read it again.
"Don't reply," I said.
"But save it."
She pocketed the phone.
I walked toward the main doors, toward the chairman, toward the seven board members arranging themselves for a photograph in the room where, two hours ago, two guards had held my arms while Marcus smiled.
May you like
The photographer raised his camera.
I stood in the center.