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Chapter 9: The Arrest

Detective Chu moved within the hour.

I know this because Grace called me while it was happening, not to describe it in real time, but to tell me to stay where I was and not answer any calls from numbers I didn't recognize.

She was calm in the way that people are calm when they have done this before and know that calm is the most useful thing they can offer.

I stayed in Grace's office.

Ethan stayed with me.

At one point he went to the window and stood there for a long time without speaking.

I watched him from across the room and thought about what Andrew had said on the phone — *think about why he's suddenly very interested in your welfare* — and I decided that Andrew had never understood the difference between wanting something from a person and wanting something for them.

My phone rang at two seventeen.

It was a number I didn't recognize.

I didn't answer.

It rang again at two forty.

Same number.

At three oh four, Grace called.

"It's done," she said.

"He's been taken in for questioning.

The DA's office has reviewed the storage unit materials and they're moving toward formal charges.

The hospital has been notified and has suspended his privileges pending their own review." A pause.

"Renner was brought in separately."

I sat down.

"Sophia.

Are you there?"

"Yes." My voice was very small.

"Yes, I'm here."

"It's going to be a process from here.

There will be hearings, there will be legal proceedings, there will be things that are slow and frustrating and not cinematic at all.

But the machinery is moving now, and it will not stop." She paused again.

"You started this.

I want you to know that."

I didn't say anything for a moment.

"Claire started it," I said finally.

"Three years ago, when she didn't disappear completely.

When she kept existing somewhere he couldn't reach."

Grace was quiet.

"I'll call you this evening," she said.

"Get some rest."

I set the phone down.

Ethan was still at the window.

He turned when I didn't speak.

"It's done," I said.

He nodded.

"How do you feel?"

I thought about it honestly.

Not the answer I was supposed to give.

The actual answer.

"Tired," I said.

"And like something that's been pressing on my chest for a long time just moved slightly to one side." I looked at my hands.

"Not gone.

Just moved."

"That's how it works, I think," he said.

"Not all at once."

"No." I looked up at him.

"Not all at once."

He came and sat across from me again.

Not close.

Just present.

"The journalist," I said.

"Petra Voss."

"What about her?"

"I want to talk to her." I met his eyes.

"Not for the story.

Or not only for the story.

Because there are women who are in the same place I was six months ago.

And they need to know that the walls aren't as solid as he told them they were."

Ethan looked at me for a long moment.

"I'll set it up," he said.

"Claire gets to decide if she's part of it."

"Of course."

"And I want to read everything before it publishes."

"Petra will agree to that.

She's done it before."

I nodded.

I looked at the table.

At the blank piece of paper still sitting there from the morning, covered now in my handwriting — dates, details, the slow accumulation of everything I remembered.

"There's something I want to ask you," I said.

"Ask."

"That night at the gala.

The wrong door." I looked at him.

"Was it actually wrong?"

He held my gaze.

"The event coordinator put your name on the wrong room," he said.

"I was looking for the foundation's private lounge.

Your name was on the door I opened." A pause.

"So yes.

It was the wrong door."

"But you didn't leave immediately."

"No," he said.

"I didn't."

"Why?"

He was quiet for a moment.

"Because you said *I fell,*" he said.

"And I've heard that before.

And every time I've heard it and said nothing, it has cost someone something." He looked at me steadily.

"I wasn't going to do that again."

The office was very quiet.

Outside, the city moved at its usual pace, indifferent and continuous, full of people who didn't know that something had shifted in a fourteenth-floor office and a storage unit in the warehouse district and a police interview room where a man who had called himself a hero was learning that the walls had not held.

My phone buzzed once more.

This time it was a text from Diane.

*Grace called me.

I'm coming over tonight.

I'm bringing food and I'm not leaving until you've slept.

Don't argue.*

I read it twice.

May you like

Then I typed back: *Okay.*

And for the first time in longer than I could remember, I meant it without reservation.

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