Chapter 9: What Happened After San Diego
Lance got the position in Phoenix.
He called me six weeks after San Diego to tell me.
His voice had the careful quality of someone who had decided to mean what they said and wasn't entirely sure yet how to do it.
"I start in three weeks," he said.
"Maya is coming with me.
Her mother agreed.
Fresh start."
"That's good, Lance."
"I set up an automatic transfer.
Two hundred a month, to the account you gave me.
It's not fast.
But it won't stop."
"Okay."
A pause.
"Brandon.
I know I don't have the right to ask this.
But Maya — she doesn't have a lot of family around.
If she ever wanted to meet Lucas and Paige—"
"Let's see how things go," I said.
"But yes.
That's possible."
He exhaled.
"Thank you."
The transfer came through the following month, exactly as he said.
And the month after that.
Mindy was harder.
She called twice in the weeks after San Diego.
Both times she started with the same thing: "I want to explain what I was thinking that night."
The first time I listened.
She talked for twenty minutes about stress and family dynamics and how she had never meant to hurt the children, she had just been trying to manage the seating in a way that made sense.
"Mindy," I said when she finished.
"Paige cried."
Silence.
"She wore her best dress.
She wanted to look nice for her grandfather.
And you told her the important adults sit in front." I kept my voice even.
"That's what happened.
There's nothing to explain."
More silence.
"I'm sorry," Mindy said finally.
It came out small.
Like something she wasn't used to saying.
"I know," I said.
"I'm going to need some time."
The second call, two weeks later, she didn't try to explain.
She asked if she could send Paige something in the mail.
A small gift.
I said yes.
A package arrived the following week — a craft kit, the kind with pressed flowers and little frames.
Paige spent an entire Saturday afternoon at the kitchen table with it, completely absorbed, making something for every room in the house.
It wasn't forgiveness.
But it was a beginning.
Shirley was different from all of them.
She didn't call.
She didn't write.
Three weeks after San Diego, a card arrived addressed to Lucas and Paige.
Inside was a short note in her handwriting.
*I am sorry for how you were treated at your grandfather's birthday dinner.
You are good children and you deserved better.
I hope to see you soon.
— Grandma Shirley*
Lucas read it twice.
Then he put it on his bookshelf between his sand dollar and a trophy from his soccer league.
He didn't say anything about it.
But he kept it.
Walter called me on a Tuesday evening in October.
I was in the kitchen making dinner.
The kids were doing homework at the table.
I stepped into the hallway to take it.
"Brandon." His voice was older than I remembered.
Or maybe I was just hearing it differently now.
"Walter."
"I spoke with Raymond.
He told me you reached out to Renee."
"Courtney reached out," I said.
"I was there."
"How did it go?"
I thought about the video call three weeks earlier.
Renee's face on the screen — dark-haired, careful, with Walter's eyes and a wariness that made complete sense given everything.
Courtney had done most of the talking at first.
Then Renee had asked a question about what Courtney remembered about their father when she was young, and something had opened up between them that I hadn't expected.
They had talked for two hours.
"It went well," I said.
"They're going to talk again next week."
Walter was quiet for a long moment.
"Does she — does Renee want to speak with me?"
"She's thinking about it.
Give her time."
"Of course." A pause.
"Brandon.
The account — did you—"
"Yes.
I received it."
"I know it's not everything."
"No.
It's not."
"I'd like to make it right.
Fully.
It may take a few years."
"Walter." I leaned against the hallway wall.
"I don't need you to make it right financially.
I need you to be honest with your family.
That's worth more than the money."
He was quiet for so long I thought the call had dropped.
"That's a harder thing," he said finally.
"I know."
"I'll try."
"That's all anyone can do."
After I hung up, I stood in the hallway for a moment.
Through the kitchen door I could hear Paige asking Lucas to help her with a math problem.
Lucas explaining it with the exaggerated patience of an older sibling who secretly enjoys being the expert.
I went back in and finished making dinner.
Courtney set the table.
She had moved back in six weeks after San Diego, not because everything was resolved, but because we had both decided that resolving it was worth attempting.
We were seeing a counselor on Thursday evenings.
It was hard in the way that honest things are hard.
But it was real.
She put a glass of water at my place and looked at me.
"How was he?"
"Trying," I said.
She nodded.
"That's something."
"Yeah," I said.
"It is."
We sat down to dinner, the four of us, at the same table.
Lucas told a story about something that had happened at school involving a substitute teacher and a misunderstanding about a science project that grew increasingly elaborate with each telling.
Paige interrupted him three times to correct details he was clearly embellishing.
He denied embellishing anything.
She produced evidence.
Courtney caught my eye across the table.
I looked at my family.
Not the one I had been trying to earn a place in for twelve years.
This one.
Right here.
The one that had always been mine.
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